well i want to write down mmy thoughts but....i cannot find the words descibing the feelings i have....so....i found a song that almost fits in with my thoughts....it's just lacking....but before i do that...i'll have to explain some things....
I have fallen in love again...i never thought it would be really possible to do that since..i was never looking for another serious relationship...but...for some reason....i just fell for him...i was very happy, but...someone unexpected showed up...he wanted to take me back or so he says...he kept pushing things to its breaking point...*sigh*....he made me doubt the person that i love...now he probably hates me...
well this is the song that pretty much describes my feelings at the moment....i might put another one up...
Breathe Me by Sia
Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame
Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I'm needy
Warm me up
And breathe me
Ouch I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found,
Yeah I think that I might break
I've lost myself again and I feel unsafe
Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I'm needy
Warm me up
And breathe me
Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I'm needy
Warm me up
And breathe me
Here's the vid if you wanna watch...
