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This band, these once hopeless individuals, saved my life with there music. I could have ended my life several years ago, if it hadnt been for them. they tought me that no matter how hard life gets, you can always find a way to get through. there is always something you can use as willdrive. it could be your family, your friends, your lover, the future you hope to mold. yes some find their music quiet deprssing but basically what they're trying to say is that this is life. its deppressing sometimes. but we can get through it together. people treat depression as a sickness, taking numorous amount of pills to try to cure it. DEAL WITH IT! i cant stand watching people destroy themsevles like i have to myself. i know that there are people in worse situations, i plan to keep going on with my life to help save someone. lately i've been talking about my death. and im srry for worrying my friends because of this, but i dont want to die. i just want to be perpared. just because im young, doesnt mean i wont de tomorrow. and if i do happen to die tomorrow, i just want to let everyone i've ever met to know, that im gladto have met them. even if it had only been for 5 minutes, even if i hated you, i want you guys to know that you have made me into me. the biggest thanks goes to my Best Friend Murad. you were the first person to who pushes me to make better choices, you did everything you could to change me for the better. you were always there when i need you. you are the only one i can tell everything to. I love you Murad and i hope to stay friends forever. i just wanted to write this down before forget everything. And Kody. i love you. no matter how i want to hate you. i hope you rest in peace and please forgive me. Paz&Ai ~Pily
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