The time of dreaming had passed. Now the Dream deals with life. Reality can be harsh and intimidating. At times it makes you want to crawl into a deep hole with a blanket and return to dreaming. At times I wish I could do this, but I hold on to what I want and believe in. I get what I want, when I want and how I want it. In this frame of mind, it helps to remind me that I am i charge of my own life.
I love life and I live it to the fullest. I love my boyfriend and I love him to the fullest. My love understands my quirkiness and weirdness. lol. And to him... I am perfect in his eyes.
I love my father, mother, sisters and brothers to the fullest, (for they know every embarrassing thing about me.. and i dont want them to tell anyone ever... LOL! NAH! I love them unconditionally.) To love my enemies, it takes a lot of practice... but I love them anyway. They deserve to be loved, even if they have a heart full of hatred. lol.
Mmk.. What do i have to tell you guys of today? I've been working a lot lately and it takes away time from my love. Its fine.. we make up for the lost time on my days off.. ((If you know what I mean)) ~LMSAO~ I went back to my dads ranch and did a little horseback riding. BOOYAH! Mourning was sooo happy to see me! Oh yeah Mourning is my horse's name. We recently set them out to graze in the mountains.. and had a hell of a time getting them back. Shes a fat red roan appaloosa. I named her Mourning when I got her 16 years ago. Me and her were both barely growin up.. was only a filly then. My family makes light of me and her name.. Together we would be... Mourning Star. Funny ish.color]
heart heart heart Talk to me... emotion_awesome Not of me. emotion_facepalm That is all I ask. heart heart heart [/color:7b7c3cb596]
 ll trouble ll · Wed Feb 03, 2010 @ 05:58pm · 1 Comments |
