Tlkin to my friends.
The song by NLT is making me cry.
She said i said[Time we let go.]
Cuzz devon is moving away not soon
but imma miss him when he does and
this it the first time ive ever felt like
this and ill never feel the same way
about anyone else...
I love him so much.
i dont understand why everyone
is punishing me.
Everything in my life is going so
wrong. I dont understand what i
did to deserve a life like this. He
knows i love him but i dont think he
knows HOW MUCH. I tell him i love him
everyday but he'll never trully know
how i feel about him...hes my first love
and i dont want him to go away just yet.
Hes the only reason i wake up in the
morning to get ready for school.
I go to school to see him. Hes the only
thing that keeps me out of trouble.
Hes the only reason why im still here.
When im upset he always knows the things
to say to me and he knows how to treat me.
Hes not a a*****e like all the other
boys in school.
At lunch he actually wants to sit next to
me and not his friends not even caring if
my friends are crowded at the table.
He'll kiss me only when i want to.
He never gets me to do things i dont
want to do.
He always knows the things to say when
we get into a little fight over something
stupid...
Im not ready to give him up yet.
He'll never know what he means to me
and im not ready to let him go away into
someone elses arms...):
Status:
Upset, Depressed, wondering certain things.
The stars above twinkle in the moonlight
with him by my side.
Without him the sun wont come up and
this soul i call a life will fade away like
im in the deep dark depressing trench.
 A Little Muggle · Thu Apr 15, 2010 @ 10:37pm · 0 Comments |
