i dont really know how to say this or even if i should say this but friday night my sweet lady neighbor toll me that she wanted me to spend the day with her and im like hell yea but then i was like what the ******** am i gonna do with her go to the mall? or go get snowcones together? and anyways i was like what the hell she's lonly im bored what can hurt... woke up got my s**t on she was walking out her door i was walking to her to excort her to my vehicle got her placed and went i started up my car backin it up she place her sunglasses so ... i dont know gently down in her lap and i glazed over and tears were falling off her face and she say honey i cant live anymore without my husband and im like the hell you are and she went on to the point where i stop driving oh the stories spoke and she said i'd like you to show me life one last time and me i was beening a man yea yea not knowing what i was doing anyways we go all over to the mall yes it was quiet a trip may i say... she read me a story in the libary it was special to me my mom read it once a hell a time ago... then we went home 4 or 5 pm and she played a lovely song and hell we danced together but while we were dancing i closed my eyes and thought of my mom how this should of been are moments but in ways this was and finally my fair lady sat down i soonly followed and she said its time and im like time??? time to go piss ok and she answered with its time for her to see God to see her love... i honsnet to God i didnt want her to but her wishes were to i watched her slip into some s**t and i walked away and i didnt want to leave her their so the next morning i called 911 for them to pick up her body with no questions damm maybe i should of done something i pray that God opend his gates to her and for her love to be waiting there oh how romanitic..so lovely my lady