Dear Journal,
You know, with this being my year, the year of the tiger, it's been a very bad year for me. I have lost so much: my job, my apartment, my boyfriend, and my grandmother. What else can I lose? The year's not even half way over yet and already I've lost so much.
I have got to stop thinking. When I do think, it all goes to what I've lost.
What in the world have I done to deserve this? I was the one who graduated high school, I was the one who graduated college, I was the one who never gave my mom trouble, I was the one who got a great job, I was the one supporting myself!
And then it all went to Hell.... Lost the job due to a lay off, lost the apartment because I had no job, in major debt because I didn't have a job, and now I'm almost 24 and living with my mother (because of a douche-bag of an Ex), and struggling to make ends-meet!
And here are my sisters who did everything wrong when they were young, and are married and living in the lap of luxury and not having to work!!
God I hate my life....
 Tora Yukino · Fri May 21, 2010 @ 06:49pm · 0 Comments |
