mandi and i are starting to fight tooth and nail and she just slammed my ******** door.. how this started... with sex thats why teens arent poss to ******** the s**t out of each other... cuz i was pounding her with her face and i started to cry cuz i didnt want to do it but she's like when are we and then she's like ******** me harder while im crying... she doesnt understand... and i have myself to blame... i changed her into what i wanted at the time i never should of but then i'd never of meet her... she questioned me if i loved her... now do i... i love her so much that i dont wanna ******** her??? of course i love her ever since the 7 grade ******** but really i've dreamed of her for ages... im in too deep and she ******** rips it... holy s**t im just like my father A CONTROL FREAK... and mandi's my mommy... i hate this then why the ******** im i journaling this b***h