so yea i know i had a girl kelly before but this is a new one she's the girl i was talking about in my last jounal and omg so friday after school the boys and some of the girl were gonna meet up and play soccer so i was like kelly wanna do some soccer and she was like i dont know those people so anyways she bitched on and on and anyways she says yes and i was kind of scared to induce her to the guys and the girls some what cuz the guys basically would have sex with her in public and you know when you meet new people you basically decide what you'd do with them and i really like her and i dont want her to be like your cute and everything but i like him then the girl i was like should i or not cuz if they dont like her they'll demosice her before i could shove them off then anyways the guys play soccer and the girls just watch us and talk i look over there every once and a while and their all laughing so i felt like ok she's in so soccer ends kelly and i go to my house i take a shower cuz im smell like hot a** and i guess she watched tv then we go to a school play that s**t was hurriblass people were jumping on and off the stage holy s**t i was like i wanna go up there then it was 9 or something and im ready for her to be like well i gotta go but she's like no i can stay if you want but if you cant i can go and im like no your stayin got lots of rooms to choose from but then im like s**t all i have is a queen bed and i move when i sleep so theres no ******** way she can sleep with me so i call up everybody in the hood to see if they have a areo bed and thank god one did and we both sleep in the living room why i have no ******** idea we just did well my bed was in that room so might as well and i watched her sleep like a creep but hell im gonna cry cuz a guy like me gets s**t already ******** up but not her shes her maybe she'll tone me down and i was like would you mind if i sleep naked cuz for some reason god made me to where i cant sleep wearing clothes and she was like i cant either do you mind and i like ******** no i wont look... maybe... but no shes goryshe inside and out but when we were sleeping everytime either she or i moved we both moved light sleepers and we woke up and i remerber i couldnt wait to wake up and see her so she could be the first thing i wake up to ... and now i have the biggest smile on my face holy s**t im so chesssy