im bored!!!!!!wait now i know wat to say......
why the hell does everyone make a big deal when i got a blue backpack....i mean its light blue!!!!!!!!!!!!!! one of my friends said that i might get jumped just bcuz of it....i dont even live in a dangerous neighborhood....where i live its tooo quiet its annoying....and one friend says its an ugly color...the other says the color fits me bcuz of my spirit...light and free kuno (kuno means "he/she says" in filipino)......
geez i wish there was a time where my friends would be there by me but just leave me in my thoughts....well my best friend knows......she knows when not to push it.......ppl wonder why shes my bestfriend......well i wont tell anyone...i havent even told her......
i wonder.....if they really care.....see there was a day where i pretended that im sad.....my friends asked wat was wrong....and i noticed that some of them just asked with no concern in their face at all!!!!!!!!!!! i think......that i lost my trust from some of them......i think that they just want something to talk about....like some of them i noticed that they have uncomfortable looks.......its like they have been talking behind my back......just for popularity....
and i feel different.....like.....dunno...i have a fake self.......and i get sad hella easy now......its gonna be like this now cause my best of friends can only make me happy for some reason....i put on a fake smile now......and since all of us might separate for next year...... crying crying crying crying
trepain
 AlisaAngel · Sat Mar 11, 2006 @ 05:04am · 0 Comments |
