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Sunday wuz a shitty s**t day, the worest work so far, |
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Man as if being depressed about Oma's death (a really close family friend's grama that's like another grama to me) dying wasn't enough. I got threated about ma GM Kizzy almost firing meh again. But I don't blam her fer that one, I could not work right fer s**t! I mean damn it was so hard, I had like a mental break down and actually started crying at work, it was freakin embarassing, and horrible. I hate crying in front of people, and strangers/co-workers even more. God it was terrible, and on top on Kizzy being pissed off at me and yelling at me fer being derp that day, our boss came! gonk But if it wasn't fer him saving ma a** Kizzy would have ripped ma azz with out mercy. crying So, THANK GOD! Ma mean boss Robert likes me, which to me is a good thing, and he seems to be nicer lately which ish kinda scary. o.O''' But yea, he split me up between two stores now Everett mall Sbarros' and Alderwood. All I kno ish I don't want to work wit Kizzy, cuz she scares the s**t out of me, idk why but she always did from the start. Like I'm more a fraid of her then our boss, how weird is that? crying I just feel so picked on sometimes when I'm around, I mean I might be the youngest in both Everett and Alderwoods Sbarros' but DAMN I can only take so much bulshit before I break down myself. Especially with being threaten twice to almost being fired. ********, the first would have been for no reason all becuz she thought I didn't show up. WFT I never not show up fer work even when they only give me 1hr and half of ******** work. WTH is that bs?! Idk. So, idk why she would think I wouldn't show up, I'm a good girl, and I can be good worker. But when you make me feel bad all the time and like I can't do anything right, I don't wanna work good any more cuz I get my feelings hurt and I feel like well ******** it I'm useless to you any ways. crying So, yea like I say all the time I'm just VERY unlucky like to the point of I feel like I'm cursed with hella bad luck and fer good lucks on ma side. cry Cuz every ******** time something good happens to be a million bad things has to either happen or follow up. T^T So, I will stop ranting being all emo today and give you this fer now. TTYLZ guys. cry
~Kitty
 kyeira chan · Wed Mar 02, 2011 @ 07:57am · 0 Comments |
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