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I have another thing to add to my Gaian resumé... ^^;;
For those who didn't know, I began GEPD training back on the 18th after a random spur-of-the-moment idea to fill out the application *and some encouragement from Korma-neechan*. Well... the final result is...
YAY!!
So now I'm a GEN Updater 2nd in command, SIN Maester for Uncommons A-G *ever since they switched over to the new system*, and now I can add GEPD Officer to the list.
The way I see it, I have a little more responsibility on Gaia, but it helps to be able to do dual research in case I start seeing... "questionable"... auctions in the GEN proof post as well as showing to ... "certain" people (read: EVIL) that there's more to price guide responsibility than just waiting for the GEN to update, then run through updating your own ranges.
Still stuck with no Internet at home though. it stinks. xp This means I can't do any real GEPD or GEN work for awhile...
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After another marathon phone call with Heavens Exile/Kalec (Oliver) (anyone else seeing a pattern here?), Annie called me. Thankfully things should be okies now, because she explained to her mom why she didn't want to go back to living with her dad after her mom initially planned to kick her out yesterday morning.
I'm relieved, but at the same time, I want Annie out of that type of atmosphere. It's not healthy to have to go through so much right now...
Wow, aren't I being a hypocrite?
Not much happened yesterday that I consider notable, though my family came down from Portland to assemble two computer desks for me and Kathy to use as well as a BUNCH of food courtesy of my mom. ^_^
Avoiding Oliver's movie suggestion because I didn't want crazy nightmares in the face of an 8am class the next day *Resident Evil = Eep!*, I watched Shark Tale. I found that movie surprisingly funny, and though I wish I had used the time to study a bit for classes today, or actually get to sleep at a decent time, it was okies.
I thought about a lot of things last night as I chatted with Kathy... I know I already made a promise with Annie that both she and I would avoid the male half of the human race in terms of a relationship for at least a year or two, but... I wonder if I will ever find someone who I will come to care about enough to break that promise.
I know you're thinking, "what brought on this train of thought"? Well... Kathy was telling me about her and her boyfriend of 5 years(!!), and I got to thinking a little too much.
I don't consider it unnatural to want someone significant in life, but I don't think I'm going to bother searching for that special someone. As my parents say, I'll most likely graduate when I'm around 25-27, and that leaves me a LONG time to look for someone. Maybe someday I'll get to be happy... I, like many people, dream of getting married with a kid or two, be satisfied with completing college and having a stable job, and just to be able to live comfortably with the ones I love. I don't need a huge, extravagant house or anything. Just... to be comfortable. It's really not all that much to be asking for, is it?
Perhaps I'm a little spoiled in some senses, but at least I wasn't completely sheltered like Annie was. She is just now facing up to what life really is; a struggle to survive. If that were the case, that I had been sheltered like she is/was, then I definitely think I would've popped those pills 4 years ago...
Hm. this is why I get annoyed with keeping up a journal. I then think of something I want to write about later in the chronology than normal. xd
But yah. Backtracking a bit, I talked for a good 'nother half-hour with Oliver. It's almost theraputic in the way we chat. Everytime after a phone call, it's an interesting ball of emotions that range from mild annoyance *he reminds me that I'm cute when I'm angry on occasion stressed * to a sense of relief that he and Aya are doing okies in their relationship. I worry about those two a lot because they're my friends, and I always worry about my friends.
Though... I noticed that Oliver made a comment about me understanding what he's going through in his next-to-latest journal entry, which was #3. I wonder if he knows that I do because I used to be in a serious online relationship as well?... Hm. I dunno.
It's a pity Kathy made me promise not to call anymore, otherwise... something will happen.
Megan, if you ever read this, you'd better call or I'm gonna hunt you down at the next speech and debate tourney at Pacific!! stressed
Though... admittedly I have fun teasing my Oniichan too. Waving around the promise of japanese strawberry confections around as tantalizing goodies is fun!! heart
Here's to another week of college life. Let's hope I survive.
 Aquafire · Mon Oct 04, 2004 @ 06:51pm · 0 Comments |
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