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Hello All!!!
I missed you all terrible!!!
I know... It's been soooooooooo long. But, I have yet to regret I still have no internet. I think once the holidays are over I can get it.... Money is just tight right now and we can't afford it...
Anyway, it's almost Christmas!!!! Hurry! I love it! I get into the Christmas mood that just makes me want to get close to someone. But, I have no one to get close too. But, that's okay. Hehe. School has been really bad... I haven't really been going curz of the flu I recently got over. So I missed mostly a week, than every other day. So, my teachers are probably pissed at me. Like I care... Also, it's been really bad with the social status as well. Things have really been getting out of hand now that alot of people know I'm gay. I didn't mean to tell them, even though I'm very open about my sexuality. Just rumors spread and things get told. Alot of people are cool with it, but alot of people are disgusted with it. But that's normal homophobia...
My domestic life life has not been so well also. I found out that my brother is selling and using drugs. Which is surprising to me curz he was such a good kid. He's a genius on Honor Roll, he plays varsity Baseball and has a new car. If he gets caught than he'll lose it all!! I'm just worried... Than, to top it all, I found out that my mom is selling them too!! I asked her why, she said it was to give us a good Christmas. I kind of understood... I mean, she is the only source of income... So she has to pay for the Electric, the car, the rent, the gas and all the other bills. So she has little money to spend on other things like food, and accessories for me and my little brother. I don't like it, but we need the money... >>
Well, that about sums up the past couple months...
Drama, right?
Non-stop...
Well, until next time...
Love yah!!
wink heart wink
 -FadedxSapphire- · Sun Dec 24, 2006 @ 01:54am · 1 Comments |
