im sry for the pain ive caused i dont mean to trouble its just the way i am except it embrace it hold it promise to never let me go as i put this blade to me tell me that you love me another night of pain and tears i wish it would all stop ill stop this pain ill stop your madness no more tears to be shed dark now consumes me i feel myself disappear into a world that you'll never see forever to be lost forever to be forgotten i promise no more pain as i disappear and vanish from the worlds eyes... ---------- ******** what i have become screw what you do i hate when you leave like this i dont no what the ******** to do let it end end it now i see the red staining the ground i laugh to myself and grin as you weep your death isnt pain its my pleasurable release.... ---- alls i wanted was to hear those words alls i needed was to feel your touch but no you couldnt even give me that much alls i hear are the deafing screams from the voices inside my head and all i feel is the pain of the darkness brining me into its ways i feel nomore for you i feel nomore for anything emotionless i have become to smile nomore an to shed not another tear the dark has free'd this broken soul and captivated me into its homicidal ways this blade will cut deep that is true now you feel my true feelings for you... --- i find it kinda funny i find it kinda sad but the dreams were i am dying there the best i've ever had... --- i wrote your name today i wrote it in a special way i took a blade and clenched my fist then carved it deeply in my wrist as i die i wonder why you ever said "i love you" and now that i know the truth i just wanted to say "thank you"... --- "i love you is eight letters but so isnt bullshit"-i hav no clue who rote that -_-;; --- slits on your wrist scars on your face gashes on your legs cover up for no one to see walk away leave it behind continue on living your life long lie... --- sometimes i wish i could just take this knife, and bleed to death infront of every being that i hate, just to see what they think... --- anger and rage in your veins nothings changed all the same back and forth through your life back and forth in your life he was always there but did he care? day and night he was there but did he care? until the day you shot the gun through your head to end this pain he was there but did he care?...
tormentedsleeper666 · Sun Dec 31, 2006 @ 02:19am · 1 Comments |