My body hurts very badly right now. I woke up this morning hurting all over and having a bad headache. I had had a bad night but was still going to try to go into school anyway. My dad took me in but on the ride there I just felt worse and worse. I was close to tears the whole time but he tried to cheer me up so I went in. But once I got to my locker I just started crying. I quicklly got to the guidance counclers office before anyone saw. Once I got there I just kept crying. I kept mentally arguing with myself saying myself how much of a dissapointment I was and how much of a bad person I was. Then another part of myself woild tell that part to shut up. I ended up calling mom and going home. I cried more and slept for a while. Later when I woke up mom kept saying how I had to go back into school today but I still felt really bad and I had a bad headache from crying. When I told her I couldnt go back in she acted really dissapointed in me but said she wasnt but it just made me feel worse. Well anyways......around four I went next door to take care of my cousins she was baby sitting while she went home to do things. I ended up taking care of them until almost six but I didnt really mind. Much later whiile watching tv my left arm started hurting intenslly whenever I moved it and that is where I am now. But now the rest of my body hurts as well. I probably shouldnt have written all of that but right now I really dont care because I feel like s**t.
night
smolder
 smolder · Thu Mar 03, 2005 @ 04:51am · 0 Comments |
