They serve no purpose... but OMG they so rock! MY house is pretty cool, I shelled out almost 6k... Thank you bloody_wolf17 for the gold, it REALLY help. Anyways I've drawn more pics of all my friends, I'll get them on soon.
School was ok, got back into my self-astem -100. Yeah, got to over hear all the stupid whores in our school didn't make the dance team. That boosted my self-astem to about 50. Then an all high when everyone at lunch was talking to me... 150! I got into conversations and I had a really good time. At drama it was even better, my friends and me fooled around and it was pretty cool, until I saw their play. OMG they are VERY good actors and very good at speaking. Man, all I am doin' is a stupid dance routine witch I really didn't want to do in the first place. I love Mungojerrie and Rumpleteazer, but I suck at portraying. I just want to do a normal scene. But if I did my friend would leave me... why is everything so hard? Its stupid, I just want to do all the regular crap in life, I don't want to be extraordinary, I just want to be normal and unseen by people who pass. But no, someone is always riding along saying, "Lets do this", or "This is more fun" and like and idiot I replay "ok" but I really don't want to. I just want to be alone to make my own decisions and not worry about anyone else's stupid opinion....
Ja ne Dark
darkwingedslayer · Sat Mar 05, 2005 @ 02:04am · 3 Comments |