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my day was a strange mixed up heap of crap. kates lovely bf, my sister is kate btw, made a lovely comment bout us being so active. ok micki my sis just had spine surgury yet shes walking around, that a*****e,. me, oh u b*****d. im sorry but if u r dizzy naustious and weaker then a three yr old, she pushes me down as a joke(god i love my baby catrina blaugh heart so sweet and beautiful blaugh ) but yea, i get burning sensations and lighning through my head which r signs of anurisms, i get stressed when im around my mom and micki, they both put me down. today i went up annd downn the stairs over 100 times, when i felt hurt or tired id walk up stairs then when id feel better id walk down and play with her. llike i dont feel like s**t enough, i think it was withing 10 minutes each trip up and down, i dont care what ne1 says, i love her. shes always #1. surprisingly i dont like being a lazy piece of s**t in bed, sorry my head feels like its going to rip tear apart, or explode, so many diff kinds ive felt. ive gotten used to the mini ones, and i know the big ones just waiting cuz it keeps pokin its head out just to remind me how it hurts. lil ones scare me too, and at the end of the big ones do too because it feels like a brain massage and it hurts but its much more a relief. havent heard from keri lately.
keri and i are going camping, kris might come down to go too! or just the two of us kris and i, will go one time, that would be hawt, making out on the white sand in the moonlight. its like freedom over there, one day im taking cat camping, 6 or seven. camping is so relaxing, and thats what i need because what triggers my head is stress, and i always am stressing out bout something or another. last time i went, i started feeling sick and cat came into mind, but couldnt get the cell phone to work, wen i got back she was so sick (that was the next day) and it was night time wen i felt it. whoever says mothers intuition is bs, is bs. i knew she was sick! and she got better when i took hold of her, ohhhh im gonna go run and grab her while shes sleeping....tho ive learned sleepy cat is a cranky cat, unless she wakes up herself.
ow dammit, my rib cage just cracked, um, you know where they join? yea, i have been cracking and its always hurt even if i washed my hair over the tub or sink. i heard thats a quaulity thing that lil ppl suffer from. im so close to being a dwarf, 1 inch sweatdrop dwarf r ppl who r tiny but legs and arms and body r the right length as if they were taller. im so lil and cute ^.~* k im not normally this owww ow ow ow, wtf was that, my kidney, dammit, left kidney better b ok or im seriously going to kick my a**. all ive been drinking is water, it should b relaxed oy oy, where was i...k im not normally cocky, cuz im an insecure b***h. tho its becoming rarer(cant spell either) gah, need to shave my legs...bah nairing is easier, lasts longer too. now i smell chicken soup, im insane its 2 30 am sweatdrop
 lil_qt_cat1 · Wed Feb 21, 2007 @ 07:23am · 0 Comments |
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