Well.
Lately, I have been feeling a little less depressed. I'm getting super involved with my church, and I'm planning on working over the summer. So, that should be exciting. I've never really done a job other than cleaning or babysitting, so I may be babysitting. I guess that's fun. I recently got a savings account as well, so 25% of my paycheck goes into my account for savings. Two more years, and I'll buy myself a pretty little Mustang. I love that car. It will be an automatic, and it will be colored yellow. I want something that stands out, ya know?
Anyways. I've recently discovered my inner muse. It has a large taste for color, and more abstract things. I discovered it in art club exactly two weeks ago. This week we made glass and copper jewelry. I accidentally cut my wrist with the glass, so my scheduled "wrist check" for tomorrow won't be too fabulous. I'll wind up in the guidance councelor's office by the end of the week. The worst part of that is that I've always hated guidance councelors. Here's my impression of one.
Guidance councelor: "So, you're cutting yourself?"
Me: "It was an accident. I might cut my wrists because of the crap that goes on at this crappy school."
Guidance councelor: "And how does that make you feel?"
Me: "Um, HELLO!!! DEPRESSED, LADY!!! THAT'S WHAT I'M HERE FOR, MORON!"
End of impressions for now. I'm sure my good friend Brooke would get a good chuckle from that. She may read this actually. But whatever.
I have also discovered my alter ego. I named her Vanessa, because that was the name I was accidentally put as for the state chorus. So I went by "Vanessa" all weekend. That was hard, considering my badge said my real name, but my plaque didn't. I had to re-order it with the correct engraving. Oh well. So, I suppose that me being bi-polar may confuse a lot of people, but it doesn't happen as often as it could.
Moving along. My favorite J-Pop band is now Puffy. I love their music. I have their album Splurge, and it is definately worth the purchase. I also have fallen in love with the band Aural Vampire. The singer is amazing.
My current reccomendations for books would have to be Twilight and New Moon, both written by the author Stephenie Meyers. Her next book, Eclipse, comes out August 7th, for those who wanted to know when the next book in the saga is released.
Okay. I also joined this guild, the Gaians of Florida guild, or something like that. I can't remember names too well. But anyways, I am more active there than in my own guild! Pretty pathetic, huh? Yep. Well. Yeah. Nothing much more to say about that. ^-^;;
Anywaysssss. I have discovered that I don't really need a boyfriend right at the moment. I'm busy enough anyways, and I have a few good friends. They keep me occupied with their problems, and combined with my own, we have a 7 foot deep pool of issues.
Currently, I'm sick. So, that's not fun at all. I have a fever, and I've got a stuffy nose and I'm coughing. Yet, I'm still fighting school each day. I can't wait until I finally get out of this awful school. I hate the teachers, and I hate going to a place where I know that people prejudge me as an "emo kid" and don't like me because of what I wear or who I hang out with.
-Ja ne,
Rae [[Kiseki]]
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