• to feel without cause...to know without knowing...a sentence without words...a face...a painted memory...to misunderstand...to be...understood...

    want without need...words without speech...i am breathless, voiceless, face to face...yet...i am screaming in my heart...screaming

    my heart is voiceless to your ears...and so it continues...stopping...flowing...dying...growing...
    the pain is matched by joy, that much is true......such is life...life is painful...life is just...this is bittersweet

    to take in both hands that which life gives you...that which is masked...which is open...closed...lies...truth...hope...and hurt...all remain...all until that day, they will all remain...just as you will...just as love...just as pain...

    ...pain


    i do not fear pain, only myself, only you...to think...to lose...to cry...to laugh...to love...to want...to need...to hope...

    i have hope...i want none...take my hope...my heart...

    the heart dies a slow death...shedding hope until there is no hope left...until nothing is left...i want nothing, no pain, no hope, no love, only the faint glowing of what once existed...something beautiful...something wonderful...something painful...something just...

    a love...a hope...a feeling...you