• The One I Loved

    When we first met it was dark and I could't see your face. How beautiful you were. Then we ended up in the same school. What a coincidence right? I stayed your friend for at least half the year. Then I finnaly thought that it was time to ask you out. I did. We spent 6 long months together. Happy. Everything was fine. We went out on dates, we stayed at one anothers house for absolutely countless hours. I spent every waking moment thinking about you. If I wasn't thinking about you I was actually with you. My feelings for you when you were strong. Then one day I have no idea still what came over me, but I thought you were done. I thought you didn't have feelings for me anymore. Well obviously, I was wrong. Everything came crashing in on me. All in one massive pile of flaming wood. From the months I spent trying and failing to get over or get you back, I was miserable. Now around 6 months after the brutallity I have finnaly come back. Burned. Still putting out frequent patches of fire on my skin and clothes. But I'm better now.

    So this one goes out to the one I loved.
    This one goes out to the one I love.

    I love you Averi Kaitlin Edwards.