• it's that time again ----to take my pills
    to close my eyes from the gravest of chills
    I enter the realm of decayed thoughts and dreams
    I fall asleep and my spirit screams
    for everynight when I shut my eyes
    I'm tempted by dead women and their filthy lies
    They entice and trap me within a Golgotha of Bones
    I try to run but for my sins I atone
    they chatter away with their skeleton teeth
    tear off my pants and look underneath
    they gleefully chomp and they bite off my c**k
    torture me through my nightmarish epoch
    blood spurts out my groin and they lap it up
    then they grab with bony fingers and rip off my nuts
    they gently unwind my testicle cords
    and slice off my raw ureters with an ancient sword
    after that they go for my eyes
    these cadaverous wantons I so despise
    they tear out my corneas with blitheness and glee
    gash away my eyeballs ,so those they can eat
    they rip off my nose and throw it in the bones
    the ringing in my ears drowns out the bloodcurdling groans


    after that they gnaw off my toes
    and drink from crimson geysers as my blood flows
    time to rip out my organs with their visceral claws
    and stuff pieces of my hemic liver into their jaws
    another tear and they've gouged out my heart
    becoming grosteque candy for those wicked tarts
    last of all they flock to my brain
    eviscerate it's contents and laugh at my pain
    every night i'm haunted by this dream
    my body convulses and my spirit screams
    I'm tormented by deceased harpies every night
    destroying my mind as I hopelessly fight
    But now is the time my great escape
    my fragile psyche they will no longer rape
    i head to my kitchen and grab a knife
    the time has come to end my life
    I can only hope to evade those whores in death
    I slice my wrists open and I hope for the best
    But as I go to other side
    I've become the architect of my own destruction and pride
    For in the afterlife the undead have returned
    To torture me for lessons I've failed to learn