• Why must they try?
    Why must they try and change me?
    I try my hardest but it isn't enough.
    So I beat myself up and ask god why?
    Why me?
    Why not the bad one,
    why not the mean one,
    Why me?
    When did it start and why does it happen?
    Does nobody love me?
    I stare at my wall and look through my life.
    It's sad, pitiful one and full of lost hope.
    I hear my mind scream and tell me to shut up.
    You're not worth it so just die and give up.
    Then I met you.
    You pulled me from the dark and embraced me with love.
    I was safe, I was happy.
    Then you had to die.
    Why me?
    Why you?
    Couldn't the cancer take another?
    So now I'm alone and left hollow.
    Don't worry I'm soon to follow.
    Why you ask?
    Because I bought the bullets and I'm ready to fire.