• Acting angery instead of sad trying to fool others into thinking that I don't feel bad.

    Faking a small innocent smile, they are all easily tricked never knowing that my true feelings are being held in denial.

    They go on into believeing that I am doing just fine, I wish for once someone would know without me having to give them a sign.

    My tears are not shed in front of others for then all of my acting would be in vain, although to be honest I ponder sometimes if this is truely the best way to hide my pain.

    Not fully knowing if this method is wrong or right, even if another believes it is as different from day is to the night.

    It is the only way I have ever known to help me through hardships that I myself seem to only suffer alone.