• You let go so long ago.
    But I haven't yet.
    Is this unhealthy?
    This soul attachment I have to you?

    You don't speak to me anymore,
    Or even look at me.
    It's like i'm not here anymore,
    Or I don't exist in your world.

    I wish I could be as naive and carefree as a child
    So that I wouldn't care much if you ignored me.
    So that I woudn't feel so dull and lifeless.
    Wishes never come true, apperently.

    I try desperately not to think about how dead I am to you.
    But it's hard to escape from listening to my heart
    with this constant burning sensation in my chest.
    Will it ever end?

    I guess what I have to do is move on.
    But how?
    Maybe I can try finding someone else.
    But the truth is, no one else will take me.

    This isn't a sob story,
    This is my real feelings.
    I just hope and pray every fragile second of my life,
    That someday, I can finally let go of this undying and unwithering pain.