• Remember me.
    When thaw hast left me to lie myself upon dawn pillow and sheets of warm wool, to stay inlay tell the warmth of dust shall fall over my eyes, and skies of black abbess that shunt be void of light with the twinkles of many little fires that dance in the sky. Thus shunt I or shall I lay still and listen to the music around my ears? They be it songs of crickets and hums of the wings of flying things. Alas my face becomes damp with small drops of due from blades of soft grass. To be it the truth the cries to the moon that echo from the lawn wolf, the soft little tune sings to my soul, and awakens my heart to thaw’s plan for me. I shall not be alone and thus shall be free, free of the anguish of this world and dath shall my spirit sore above the night leaving my body behind, and within my passing shall breath a new light, throw new life.


    Love you
    In the night I look up to see the sea of stars and I think to myself, what would it be like? If I can touch the midnight sky, to feel the blanket of light that those stars give off. I think to myself that I am wishing you here to kiss you soft lips, to put my hands in your hair, hair that is soft like silk. I think many things and I wish them too. I wish to myself that I may change, and become more of the man for you, I wish to myself that I grow old with you, and die by your side. I do many things some good and some not so as good, but one thing I haven't done lastly is, to just look at you and into your wonderful eyes and say...
    ...that I love you.



    Hate this time
    "How I hate this time called life, why should I care if it's not worth a dime, if I could pick I would probably pick to die, I would do anything to leave this behind, take me now so I'll show you how ending this all right now, I'll take my chest ripping it open as my worm blood falls down, why should you dare to stop me at all in this my bitterly sweet miss understanding, the feel and smell of blood in the air, my blood, but loving every moment of pain and suffering, to know that this is the ending, and keeping in these feelings inside no more, as my blood falls to the floor, and I have to let out a devil like kind of smile, as I can feel my body no longer, all thoughts of horror are over, on this the day and hour that my death was finally over..."


    When I die
    This the time of a new begging, I think to myself it should have no ending. A life that is put on a road for us to follow, is this what darkness calls out on our dieing souls? Never to know what will happen next just going through life never knowing, will today be the end of our days? Only the sun's light will tell, to tell us that it will all be ok, I know that I might not make it. So lay me under the star's brightness, I will stay in Earth's haven and see other's life go by. I will think of you forever, but please don’t cry, shed no tears for me, cause my soul is were it should be. I'm in haven looking out for you and all you do, and I'll wait for you for forever, until our two souls can meet again, so I know how much I love you and know that you will always be my sweet lover.


    I am
    I am awake, but I'm still in a nightmare.
    I seem to be alive, but I'm not breathing.
    I have a smile on, but I'm crying on the inside.
    I feel all of my emotions, but I'm locking them away.
    I own these wings but I'm afraid that they are broken.
    I live this life of mine, but I'm slowly dieing....


    You and Me
    You and me hugging under the full moon's light, we laugh as we count the stars that are never ending, you make me smile I make you as well,
    truth is this is how happy I am everyday, you love me so and I as will even in death this you know I’d die for you I’d give you my soul, you give me life and this it true...I would do anything to see you. going though death and livening again just to look you in the eye and say that.....I love you.


    How I feel
    ~the way I feel when you hold me close, it gives me the heart of gold you've come to love if I say I love you tell me the same words, i want to hold you more i want to love you forever and i want to always know the feeling of love, without this love I feel I would die so don’t ever let me go, for that nightmare will have no end, if you let me go it'll be as if each day is a new death, so hold me and love me and I’ll do the same. save me now, then i hope to love you for forever and ever more.


    Love song
    How I love you in every way, you and me forever is what I say. Love me now love me tomorrow, love me for as long as we have breath. How I love you so, and that is why I wrote you this, our very own Love Song.
    I know that I love you, and I'm shore that you love me. Everyday
    that we are together makes me happy, to know i have you as my own real love. This is our Love song, and while it may be short, I pray you think it's sweet. Love songs don't always work but I'm hoping that by now they do on you. I love you so that's it, this is your Love song, so i hope I that you like it.



    Golden angel
    You are the angel that helped me to love. You are the stars that give me hope, love me forever, maybe even more. Oh how I love you because you are my vary heart and soul. You are even more then that but I am afraid they can't all fit in this one song. This is you, I would say you're my Golden Angel, this is a song I made just for you. You are to me all mine, my Golden Angel, so unique and 100% beautiful. So mush I love you that I needed more then those three words can say, so I wrote you this, your very own song, to show our love is that strong, so if you ever feel allow, keep in mind you're my Golden Angel.


    Dead man's poem...
    A dead man has no words to say.
    A dead man has no secrets to save.
    A dead man has no feelings to show.
    A dead man has no love to hold.
    A dead man has no soul to prove.
    A dead man has no body to lose,
    A dead man has only sadness and pain,
    A dead man is all that remains,
    And when Death himself comes for you,
    You'll be a Dead man too...


    If I?
    If I told you I love you, Would you tell me the same? If I said that I really care for you, will you feel that as will? So if I told you "I'm in love with only you" would you always stay? I know that I love you, and I know that you are mine, so I know that when you give me a wedding ring, you will ask me "Will you be mine?" then I know I will cry, and I know that I'll say "Yes" Because let's face it, you and I were always meant to have met.



    Train
    When life is set, it is set like a train on the tracks. We can change the way we want to go, how fast, and where it goes to. There is one thing that can't be stopped, no matter how far, which way, or how fast...all train's tracks has an end. We always go throw life but we do not see what we do not want to see. We go fast when we should take things slow, we go one way when we know we should have gone the other, and we try to set our path the way we want with out seeing the path is un shore. So from the moment we come into this world, to the moment we hit our dead end we will always be changing and moving and living our life. Like trains we move on with power, like trains we are strong, and like train we keep pushing forward. The only thing that is set in stone and the only truth for us that we may all know, is while a train is all these thing and maybe more, even a train like us brakes down and dies.



    On Second Thought
    Let me hold on to your heart, and I’ll keep it forever. tell me your secrets and no one will ever hear them. Give me a soul, cause sometimes....I think that I'm a demon. On second thought keep your heart to yourself 'cause I'll probably want to eat it. Keep your secrets to yourself unless you want every one to know them. Give me no souls or I might get hungry for more....Tell me this is what you see everyday, 'cause it's all different when I'm looking for my dinner. I see myself in a mirror and what is in the reflection looks so evil. Show me this is not your fear, it may become your worst horror. I Wish you would run from me, 'cause I might be a demon hungry for your blood. On second thought what is in the mirror is not that bad, I can even get use to it in fact. I hope that this is not your horror, otherwise you'd be getting a feeling of true terror. On second thought I now think you should stay right here, 'cause I'm getting hungry for something to eat, and think you would make a good treat for me to eat.



    Kill me
    I sometimes think that I am not worth it to be here, so can you kill me and end it all? Let me bleed out and die in the arms of you, the one I love. Kill me now, kill me fast, kill me so no one any longer has to see me and be in pain. I don't want this I just want death to come, kill me now. Just do it fast and get it over with. Please end my life, and free other people from the sight of me. Kill me....kill me and end all others' pain. I would find it best for others and myself, if I just go away. Kill me, kill me, kill me, kill me......Please kill me.


    Hanging Tree
    Hanging tree, wont you please come with me? We'll walk hand in hand up to the hanging tree on top of the hill, and we'll put the ropes that hang from the tree around our necks. Hanging tree it's the very last place we will kiss each other. Hanging tree, you and I together hand in hand. We will move together so the ropes will close around our necks. I love you so, and I know you love me, but now we're both dead hand in hand, yet we still love each other. Two souls together who both will wonder forever in love, a endless afterlife. Hand in hand under the hanging tree we will be together, forever.


    He was.
    ((A poem in honor of a friend))
    He was the kind of guy who always made people smile, He was the kind of guy who thought of others before himself. He knew when his love was sad, and he knew that just being there for her was a big help, he was a good guy, sweet and kind. He was always willing to lend a hand, he was anything but selfish, and he was always looking for ways to make people happy. He loved cats, and was a big romantic. He also loved to listen to Metal, he loved to listen to rock, but he was still as nice as anyone. He was a person who never got mad, he was the kind to give his life for those he loved. He was strong. He was brave. He was nice. And he will be missed always...