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Scream your sins to the endless black nothing.
The bright daggers slash the sky wide open
and soak the ground with nature’s blood pouring
in torrents, in crystals of blinding ice
do you hear heaven roaring its war song?
It can never wash corrupted hearts clean
but come, try and scrub your wretched hands clean
do your broken, bleeding palms mean nothing?
This song is for you but there is no song
raucous enough to suit. Let’s rip open
your chest, are those veins or strings of ice
over guilt? Why the frightened tears pouring
pouring, streaming down, staining ground? Pouring -
and I’ll never dry them for you, won’t clean
what falls from bloodshot yellow eyes of ice.
What remorse falls down? Once you felt nothing
but I’m not hushed now and let’s be open
this is not the first time I’ve sung this song
rumbling voices raise high the awful song
lament of recalled cruelty it’s pouring
from the roof of the world with open
wounds and rasping throats, together we clean
the slate for the world so that nothing
is hidden nothing sleeps frigid in ice
but you’re no glacier, no giant of ice!
You’re no flickering flame nor earth nor song
of gale as it ruins the town – nothing –
senseless wordy rants from my hands pouring
but I want so much to change the past, clean
the anguish away as old scars tear open
The storm dies down but the eyes don’t open;
around the sprawling body bits of ice
are dyed in the spreading pool, and it’s clean,
what could be cleaner than the last of song?
A lullaby in whispered voice pouring
no fury, no questions, it means nothing
and I regret nothing. Not the open
hatred that’s pouring, nor the misted ice
in the fading breath of the life wiped clean.
- Title: Cathartic
- Artist: Tomore
- Description: A sestina I wrote while in a very unhappy mood brought on by thinking of a child abuser in my past.
- Date: 05/19/2012
- Tags: cathartic abuse sestina poem whatiswrongwithmyhead
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- Ambiguity Machine - 05/28/2012
- That was great(: i love sestinas too
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