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The tears grew worse

you came into my life like a soft wind in November
I didn't think much of you at the time
as summer came by we grew closer
and I thought that you might be the one
all those months of friendship that were perfect
I thought you might love me
but I didn't love you yet
I’d try to just play you to see how far I could get
so days turned into weeks and weeks turned into months
and little did I know that I had my life with you set
I ended up loving you
like no other could
I’d wait for your call
day in and day out
I dreamed of you and all
but not then I realized that you had played me all along
you do this to every girl you meet
your a tease and that's for sure
I learned to hate you, but for you alone my heart would beat
I told my friends I played you as well, ha. my heart would never cure
not too long ago I finally accepted that I had actually fallen in love with you and I told the world.
but that same day I learned that you were leaving me
moving to another school
never to be seen
my heart is broken, and that's no lie
my soul is dead
you made me love you, you made me cry
I’m going to tell this
very very soon
because this heartache I cannot stand
your name is written on my broken heart like a brand
and he left me
broken and shattered
there's no glue to repair me
I’m not even going to try
the only boy I truly loved
the one that left me in the dark