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Journal system revamped, huh? I really don't see anything new except the Journals homepage, but I think i'ts just because I don't really write here and can't see the changes, or I'm simply dumb.

Well... long time I haven't written anything... This summer I'm going to my hometown, we didn't go in winter, so I didn't lose any lessons, but now my parents are desperated for the beginnig of summer, okaa-san has lost her mind, she's like crazy buying clother and whatsoever for the trip, she seems even more excited than me... but, now that I think of it, I'm not excited at all. I don't know what I¡ll do there, I've almost forgotten the language they speak there and won't even remember who's who. In addition, I won't have Internet, nor I'll be able to draw or listen to my beloved j-music.

Otou-san said that he could buy me an I-Pod, but I'm not really sure about it, what if it gets broken in a year? Or if some time people start having some another kind of device and I get irritated with my I-Pod and... and hide it like I do with my mp3 (t's reaaaally old and can't seem to have more than seven songs) plus, I don't want to make them spend money on my stupid little desires.

I think that at least I can draw something in some drawing pad, I'll tell okaa-san to buy me one AND a good mechanical pencil... I'll take my colour pencils too... so I don't need to make a fuss over it.

Nowadays I feel really empty... it's like I need something more in my life, something more interesting, something to do, a hobbie, something specific where I can be really good at it...

I hope I had that damned GT, I didn't get it for Christmas... I'm not going to have it ever, never... It's not fair, but in Christmas I got a scanner, and it's better than nothing... I've kind of changed my way of creating art, but nobody seems to look at it... here's my dA, see it to give me a little courage... I only need a bit of that to keep drawing...

I'm sinking...

Yesterday I saw Pirates of the Caribbean II, I know it's really old now, but I hadn't seen it yet, I had fun. Johnny Depp is amazing, I've kind of started to admire him, his roles are always great.

I'm also trying to get gold here, on Gaia, I bought two sealeds this month, and nobody on Gaia congratulated me on my b-day (may 1st) crying I gave one sealed to `Yukionna, go to help her on her beautiful quest, for the sake of Japanese culture, and the second one... I'm still thinking about what to do with it, I don't know if I'll sell it with a higher price or if I'll give it to `Yukionna too... I did a lot of navigating here to get em...

Gotta go