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One Loss...One Win...Same Ache
We lost the first game of the double header today. We had excellent defense, but our offense was absolutely atrocious. In the second game, there were 3 home runs...1 by us and 2 by Abington. Abington hit 1 while there were 2 runners on and another while there was 1 on. Corey Huber answered back with a homer with 2 runners on. The score for the first game was like 8-0, but the second game we were ahead 7-6 and won by a point. I still haven't been able to play though. I'm sick of coach not putting me in. My dad, mom, grandma, and step mom were all there today (my mom despises my dad and my step mom and my dad and my step mom don't like my mom much), but they were all still there just to see me play. They were there for me and I couldn't play. I don't like my mom much but she does do stuff for me once in a while. I don't know why this bothers me so much. I just hate the fact that people get put in cuz of their last names and cuz their mothers whine to the coach about their son not playing. That really gets under my skin. We're all decent...given some are better than others, but I'm just as good if not better than half of the damn team. I should be in there every game. I can hit, catch, and throw as well as anyone else. I really need to get my mind off this s**t before I explode on coach. He's really gonna get an earful if I don't get put in. I'll try not to yell at him though...he might not like that. Prom's gonna suck...I like the girl I'm taking...(she's one of my exes), but I'd rather be there with an actual girl friend...I've got plenty of time for foolin around in college...but I do like relationships. It's just one of those days....I even managed to get my blister split back open after it was healing...Batting practice does a number to my hands...I work a lot and have strong hands, but batting still does well to hurt them. I wonder what's for dinner...I'm really liking my gaian character now...I made him look badass with a biker helmet, viking helmet, and trap jaw mixed...the skeleton shirt, biker pants, biker boots, biker gloves, and silver pocket watch look awesome on him too...I really like the hair and eye styles...Dante (Devil May Cry) style hair and gray eyes....SAWEETNESS.
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