Well, tonight was depressing....
Hard to believe I broke down yesterday, and the world still goes on. The day comes. Then the night. It didn't stop for me. It won't stop for anyone. It doesn't need us. A couple million years go by, and different creatures will exist.
That's depressing, too.....
I guess hearing everyone sing was sad. Added to the fact that I don't like where I'm going to be in two months, I dread the future even more. I try not to think about it, but when I don't have a book, the threads just spin through my head continually. Never stopping....
I don't think I can go back to Book. I just.......can't. You all might think I'm just quitting, but it's more. My heart still aches. I can't try to rewrite all that. It's just a fond memory, its innocence tainted when I most need it.
So something else over the summer. I've been thinking lately, trying to explore more of my realms.....
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you can't replace it, ever
no matter what you do, you will never have that exact thing again.. and its like a part of you was lost...
there is nothing like the original