Why doesn't anybody step up and stop being such a god damn lazy a**?!! I just want to do stuff, but NO! See, you can all blame Eric. He's such a no good retard that will not get off his a**. Not even to save his own life. See, today I said I'd come over .. Well, I didn't feel like it really. But I did it half way. I went over to Seirria's house then we walked passed his house and sat at the end of the street. I called him and told him where we were. THAT'S A HINT YOU ******** a**!!! Of corse, he didn't get it cause he's as dumb as a fish. "I get enough excercise." BULL s**t. So you have a labor job. Big deal! You can't just sit around all day .. It's not good for you!!! But no. The worst part is that he still says, "So when you coming over?" ... I'M NOT COMING OVER!! I AM SO SICK OF PUTTING IN ALL THE ******** EFFORT TO KEEP MY FRIENDS!! I don't want another Stephen incedent so .. Go ******** yourselves over twice with a bit stick up your a**. So yeah. This is the worst part. I gave him another chance to see me. I said to him, "If you want to see me so god damn badly, then get off your a** and see me." (that was the first time I called him). But the second time, I felt like playing hide-and-seek around Wallgreens. He said that he would come look for us. HE SAID!! So we go in and we're all hiding behind s**t .. Does he show?? NO!! No he doesn't show!! scream
Not to mention that I almost had a break down right in front of everyone as soon as Phil came to pick me up from Seirria's house .. God what I wouldn't give to see and hear the things she does .... It's not fair! I just miss those people so much ... I want to see them. I want to talk to them. I want to .. be there again.
No one knows how alone I really am.
~* Brii brii *~
Community Member
Me (6/6/2007 9:57:08 PM): Do you wanna come over tomorrow?
You (6/6/2007 9:57:37 PM): I guess I could .. I'd have to stop over at Seirria's first. Is that okay?
sound familiar?