- do I even cry anymore..
I don't know...
I cried so much last night..
My last emotional breakdown i said i was crying..it was more of a sobbing..
This one was full on crying. I couldn't stop..
And I didn't even know WHY i was crying..
I'm fine now but I can't take this anymore..
I hate all this crying..I feel so weak....
I remember before I was always so damn happy..
there was never a need to cry...
I mean I get it..I'm human...but this is so annoying...
And I wish I knew why I ******** cried...
I know why I kept crying though...
I was trying to figure out why I cried...so..I kept thinking..
Then I remembered Nick said he could die when he went to mexico..
Yea....
Well...meh...lotsa people are going to the 50th state fair later on.
I..really don't feel like going anywhere today...
So I owe Rinota for not going..I'll hang with ya later..just not at the moment..
....I feel like swimming.. XP Well more like going to the beach..I would say attempt to get a tan but since I don't have a bikini I can't really XD I likey my rash guard and board shorts.. hahaha meh..I would like to go to the beach though...Hang with Kiana... ooo We had so much fun at Ko'olina last time!! duuuuude....It was so awesome cause we got to play at the resort since her grandma was visiting.. ooooh it was so coool >w< we played with a football, volleyball, and an underwater frisbee allll day..got sunburned XD I remember we took forever getting to the bathroom..I can't remember if it was cause we took the long way or we just got lost LOL man..that was a long time ago too.. Must hang out with Kiana sometime soon lol. well..If I'm lucky we can go to maui together. hehehehe. Iunno if we still going to maui..or when for that matter..But ya if we do go I wanna take kiana.. hehehehe.
Wow I'm in a chipper mood now.. kinda
Oh well.. damn now I'm just hungry... meh..
WELL I've got gaia and tv so I'm good to go for a while XD
~I have no fancy sign-off today
