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she feels like theres nothing left without him. she only wishes for her only luv to show her that he luvs her. shes to afraid to say anything. and to afraid to show her true feelings to the people that relly care. all her friends that luv her want her to be happy. a long time ago when shes was with him, happy, there was no care in the wourld. and nothing seemed to matter. nothing could break them apart. but apparently, nothing is the same. she feels emtpy. lonely, why cant he show her luv he relly feels for her. insted of making everything worse. now every time there together, sumthing has to go wrong. nothing is the same. and she doesn't think it will ever be. shes asposed to meen the wourld to him, but he lives his life, fine, not showing any emotions to his so called true luv. it makes her wunder if he relly does luv her. how he forses her, restranes her. and gets angry when she refuses to do what he says. as if shes asposed to obey every command like a puppet. he makes her feel like a helpless brat. she feels so stoopid, worthless, pathetic, and mindless, when she cant do anything but what he says she can and cant do. shes just a happy dolly. that he keeps to himself. all shes asking is to keep a promise like she keeps hers. so she can be happy inside, insted of pretending it.

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