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tonight
sumthing happend tonight....i ahvent really been talking to aoushi much lately..im afraid things have died down between us....and i felt certain we had a great connection..plus i cant shake the feeling he likes other girls to..*sighs* idk anymore..i find sum1 im really into and like alot...but..sumthing always ends up rong...first it was lupum...we just..suddenly never saw each other anymore...now the same thing is happenin with aoushi...Then tonight...i found sum1 else i was sorta interested in...his name... Kuriso. He is a great person. Well..after tellin him i sorta liked him...he finally told me..he was gay. Which i guess didnt really come to a surprise....agian..sumthing always goes rong.*shrugs* but we are still friends..and i appriciate that. Whenever i get ahold of aoushi agian..we need to talk..*sighs* i just dunno what i should say
Why cant i just find someone..i can hold and keep holding. not losing them....
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