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I'm sorta in a depressed mood right now.. because daniel hurt pakkun.. I begged him to tell me exactly what happend!! and after like half and hour of crying.. he said "pretend this is pakkun's head.. pretend this is the ground.. *he was using his hands* then he smashed one hand into the other and i started crying so much and worrying so much.. I didn't know what was going to happen!!
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You have no idea how much i was dying inside for letting pakkun get hurt! Daniel grabbed him when he got home and started "playing with him" by grabbing him and running around. I kept yelling at him to stop.. and i was chasing him to give back pakkun.. but it was too late.. and all of a sudden i heard a LOUD thump.. and then pakkun started screeching so loud and crying.. he had his ears down his tail between his legs.. he crawled under the kitchen table crying.. all all i was doing was have my eyes fill up with tears...
I was so scared!! I'm actually starting to cry right now.. .... I cryed while holding pakkun for so long! At first i thought.. what do i do?!!? WHAT DO I DO?!!?!???? and i was so close to calling 911.. but i wouldn't know if they would respond to animals.. >>
pakkun stopped crying after a bit.. but i was still so worried.. I just wish i never let daniel touch him.. rather then telling me what happend... daniel locked himself in the bathroom to ignore me.. you don't know how much i was crying and begging him to tell me what happend!! after a while he came out and layed on the couch in silence.. it was after a while that he did the hand tid-bit... just imagining daniel running with pakkun.. then pakkun falling to the ground and landing on his head... god i feel so guilty of what happend!! pakkun could die and it's my faullt! I checked him very thourly.. his legs, hinds legs, ribs, teeth, tounge, head, everything! he didn't seem to cry when i did that.. then i let him walk.. and he didn't seem to limp.. then i made sure he could run.. and he sorta could.. but.. i was just so worried that he could actually get a tumor.. or brain problems.. i checked for cracks, blood.. but nothing.. so i fed him and gave him water.. suprisingly.. he ate the most food at one time right then then any other time i fed him.. I thought the worst.. but i was sure that he was just really hungry.. I really want to take him to the vet to get x-rays.. and maybe even a doggy cat-scan! @_@ I just wanna no if he's alright.. and there is no problems.. or if any other problems will show up in the future...
I'm just so scared and sad..
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oi.. i have such a head ache from crying so much.. i'm gonna go check on pakkun...
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