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I just feel like I should be writing. Now a fic or a fanfic, just some word on a papaer.

I always have lilttle monologes with myself, usually they are like this

'Look wat she is wearing, I could never wear that. Not only it is to smal, but it's also to expensive!

or:

'How would we look like if we were familie from the tigers instead of monkeys?'

Really wierd toughts, I know. But it's also funny sometimes.

You know, I write to get rid of my frustrations. I also kick my pillow, slam the door and shout real loud to get rid of my frustration, but that's another point.

You can write everything down, read it afterwards and then try to figure out why you where so frustrated. It's really funny I think.

Sometimes I write when I am sad.

Sometimes I write when I am extremely happy, and after I am done writing, I will turn to normal.

But I never am noral. I don't consider myself normal.

But... I like myself the way I am. Even if my life sometimes takes place in letters instead of the 'real' world.

I am crazy, aren't I?