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Renamed my journal ^o^ Its now the same name as my guild on Ragnarok heart

I'm still waiting for those ebil people who offered to host my site to give me my ftp and email account information crying I finally get my site funtional and they wanna play games with me sad

Larry bit me in class! He came outta no damn where and hugged me, I'm thinkin like "Aww how sweet a hug!" So I just smile and stand there 'cause he got a girl and you don't hug guys who are taken whee He stands there and hugs me for like 60 seconds which went past all slow, so I tried to pull back and he hugged me harder and I started to laugh. xd Then I wiggled to get away and he lowered down to one knee and sat me on his knee and I'm sittin there tryin to get away and so I threaten to bite him if he doesnt' let me go. 3nodding He then bites me on my neck and released me and I fall softly on meh butt onto the floor. gonk I can't believe he bit me! I'm way friggin shocked~ xd but it was so silly you shoulda been there~

I helped someone with some...ah, work, in school today and made a little money off it. whee It certainly does pay to be smart wink

I'm trying to make some quick cash so I can get my mom something on mothers day, but so far all I have is $3.37 gonk My broke a** can't get her anything nice. crying Eh...but I am starting to acknowledge her boyfriend as my "step-father", 3nodding He's really cool and nice and he treats me as if I were his own kid so whats there to worry? My mom hasn't f-ed up their relationship yet so I think he'll be around for a while 3nodding

Like when I told him that boy followed me home to get my number 3nodding He said next time I see that boy to give him my "home phone" to contact me by, which will actually be his number so he can cuss teh boy out. whee He's all overprotective and stuff its so cool. whee whee I wonder if my dad would do that for me if he was still around, sad

Oh yea....I'M GOING TO CALI!!! Er...I should be, if my guild rocks and we kick a** at the online tornuments, wink heart We'll get to go to USRC in Anaheim, Cali to do the US competition and we also get to go to the anime con there ^o^ My mom said if my guild wins I can even be allowed to go!!! I'm so giddy happy~!!! heart heart heart

In the Joy Luck Club, I reread a passage which I found particulairly intresting. Its when Rose's mother calls and tells her to come over and visit, and then says "What? Your to busy for your own mother?" and I think...wow, she asssumed so rudly like that. Just like Kevin does. I get so mad when he has to go and says "Call me ok? Oh, I mean if you want to that is." I find that offensive, sad so I always got maad at him. But maybe...well, I dunno, maybe its just something thats apart of asian culture and he can't help but do it? I dunno, I need more examples.

Speaking on Kevin, one of his people harassed me about something--I dunno, I didnt care to read teh chat. They said he was in the hospital ladi-ladi-la-la, strange whenever I say I dont' wanna talk to him something so friggin bad magically happens, and they said I was a bad person and some other shiz like that. Like I said, didnt' care to read the chat. All I's got to say, is I hope the kid is alright. sad He may use me, hurt my feelings, and ignore me alot...but still, I gotta say I still love him and I dont' want anything bad to happen to my Kevie whee I'd be crushed if something happened sad

Eh...I just wanted to talk about Kevin 'cause for somem reason I been thikning abotu him alot. I dunno why exactly...

Trying to figure out whats going on in this situation I am in with him. We've been friends a very long time, since October so I have very special feelings for him, feelings like what I feel towards Chris. 'cause Kev is special to me, stuck with me through thick and thin and even though he's usually not around I do still think of 'em. 3nodding I'm sure he thinks I don't feel lik ethat, thinks i don't like him and I'm other bad stuff too. Its not true, not at all. Just because I dont' show my feelings doesn't mean they dont' exist, eh, if he decides to talk to me again, maybe I will say somthing?

I hang out alot in Louyang now on RO. I was with the guildies yesterday, well, mainly just Ark who was nice enough to tank me whee . The Mi Gao's are great xp, Stings would be better but no warp there. I like Louyang for some weird reason. Its all special to me...I guess its 'cause it looks alot like how old Payon looked. 3nodding

OMG!!! I watched this fcking AWESOME gay asian porn yesterday! xd You shoulda friggin seen it! I told every person I met today all about it whee All my guy friends were so sickened by it xd It was so cool to watch them run away covering their ears for a change instead of me wink They started to talk about this stupid thing Travis started "Which is worse? What would you do for the right price?" is what I call it. Basically, he asks the table two disgusting things and offers prices for them and my friends say which they would do and why. So they said something about swallowing a bloody tampon (sick on so many ******** levels stare )while I was eating so I figured I'd gross them out blaugh

The porn was awesome xd I stumbled upon it while looking for soem Ragnarok Online movies in the yahoo search engine under the "Video" thing. 3nodding I saw this like....17 year old asian kid suckin off some guy so I clicked it outta curiosity blaugh At first...I was eating when I saw it and I spit out what I was eating 'cause my stomach turned onme for some reason sweatdrop ...but in the porn this the little asian kid was getting his brains screwed out by this was older guy with some funny facial hair 3nodding the boy was moaning like a woman, so now I think I know what they mean when they say "prison b***h" xd I was re-enacting to my friends what I saw in the video and that made them shut up whee I used some very detailed lanugage too 4laugh They'll think twice next time wink

...'course now they all know how "kinky" I am xd I dun care, wink I like who and what I am 'cause it makes me happy ^o^

I'm sleepy now...very very berry sleepy.

No, berry wasn't a typo razz

I'm hungry to...so off to make food whee

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