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April's Journal
Well my journal is going to mainly be about my life. I may post some of my poems in there, but thats about it. Ill write in it whenever I want to let one of my friends know what is going on with my life or something.
screw this
im done. im done with everything. i cant take it anymore. ever since i met james my life has gone down...down. i think i just need to die and go to hell like everyone wants me too. that would make most peoples lives better. i know it would make mine better. i wouldnt have to deal with my mother who hates me, i wouldnt have to deal with my friends who im losing one by one, i wouldnt have to deal with James and his crazy girlfriend. love would be gone, my life would be gone, and everyone would be happy. screw this. screw this life, screw this town, screw my mom, screw everything. i cant do it. i just cant...i need help, im about to give up...






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DaGambino
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commentCommented on: Tue Jul 24, 2007 @ 02:47am
i dont hate you.........dont die that would be bad and painful for all your friends


commentCommented on: Tue Jul 24, 2007 @ 04:45am
if you give in, he wins. ******** him April. he isn't worth it, hell if she wants him let her have him.



Draken Heart
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Senzaryu
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commentCommented on: Thu Jul 26, 2007 @ 02:12am
******** IDIOT!!!!!!! SHUT UP AND LISTEN TO YOURSELF!!!!!!!! I don't want to sound mean, but you need to stop and take in consideratioin of the friends that will be hurt if you lose them by dying. example: me, Steven, Andrea, Alli, and all the others. quit thinking like that. you know you'll always have me to come to in a need of emergency. don't give up just yet, lean on your friends for support. let us help carry you on. just don't give up.


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