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"Dark black, dilated ink-like tears fell from my eyes. They dripped from my cheeks and off my chin, onto my white sun dress. Pain soared from my body, as if every limb was being pulled by an unknown force. Yet, no scream came from within me. I was a stain, and inperfection upon the pure white, silky table cloth of life. Why did it have to be me? Why'd I have to be the blimish that ruined this world, that devastated lives and ruint everything around me. I wanted to die, but something held me back. Yet again pain seared thoughout my body...my heart, it beat, it thumped, it kept me going. His face, his touch, the memory of his smell kept me alive. I would live to see him agian, for he was the only one that didn't see me as a blimish and an unperfection. he understood me."