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Have you ever had that feeling like you couldn't be happier...but then have a horrible reality check just when you don't want the feeling to end? I had the worst dayEVER. I swear all I can do right now is go on gaia and hope that at least this little piece of happiness will be there to comfort me. If I wasn't on gaia...I'd probably be curled up in a ball in the corner of my room waiting for the floor to swallow me! crying

Just exactly what happened to me? Heh...today in film the guy I used to like and his friend went to the teacher and started to play the victim in how our group wasn't listening to them while they did all the work. Firstly! I wrote the damn story that was the plot for our two minute movie...so technically my job is done! But nooooo... we all got in trouble and now our group is in danger of failing. I've never failed anything in my life since I try soo hard to please my parents.

I feel like my heart has been put in a blender and then turned into a smoothie. Today my friend had put make up on me to see if any guy would give me any attention and all I get from that stupid guy who I've like for months...(and is in my film group) "Gigi you do jackshit got any suggestions?"

Now I regret ever liking the loser. So to sum it up! My heart put into a blender and my academic career could go down the toilet. Whenever I try to get attention from someone I like...it always backfires on me somehow.

*curls up into a ball in the corner of room* Can today be over with? I've had enough humiliation for one day.