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Can you tell the difference between your sentiments and your realities?

Sometimes we attach ourselves to outcomes. But when the circumstances are in the hands of someone else we're bound to be let down.

You let your feelings get in the way.

I could argue, point for point, in a formal debate the disadvantiges of feelings.

"Resolve: To substantially increase the quality of human life substantially decrease the amount of emotional clutter"

But I know it'd be bullshit. It still makes sense sometimes.

I've been around the block on this one, so where do I go next?

Resolve- Substantially increase the amount of Pixies listened to late.
Solvency- Makes me happy.
Inherency- And unhappy.
Plan affirmative.

It's times like these I cling most to my protective outer shell, the bright eye catching colors and exotic designs that most make my me feel safe from real scrutany. All these beautiful distractions. The clutter of my life. It's overflowing from the counter, staining my bedsheets when I sleep in dramatic shades of blue and green, burning my eyes around the edges, piling up in corners of the house, slowly filling up my life with pots of color.

Genitals are ugly and complicate life.

One minute, I need to go put my face on.

I always wanted to be one of those girls with paint on eyebrows.