But anyways, there has been something on my mind lately. But I'm not sure if I can word it right. -sigh- What else is new though .. I can never say anything right these days.
I think .. I'm really going crazy. Not like, "Oh, she's just hyper" crazy .. Really, truely, crazy. When I go to bed, I end up not going to bed becuase ... I'm talking to myself the whole night. And it's about stupid things too. Like .. let me give you an example:
"-sigh-"
"What's wrong?"
"Oh, it's nothing. Well, maybe it's because Gaara's going to die soon."
"That could be it, dear. After all, you're like, in love with this guy."
"Shut up. Besides, he's an anime character."
"That's never stoped you before. -cough- Inuyasha -cough-"
"Inuyasha is for noobs."
"-gasp- ... Did you really just say that?!"
"Yes I did."
" .... Well, at least you have something 'better' to keep your mind in tack, eh?"
"Yeah .. I guess so .. But then, why are you hear? I mean-"
"Shh. I'm here to keep you from really going crazy. After all, you are special .. In a creepy sort of way, I mean."
"Hm?"
"Well .. how to explain it ... You've always been that type of person who needs something to keep her going. Otherwise, you end up sitting alone in a ball playing with the dirt to keep yourself from going crazy out of bordom."
"I knew that. But, why are YOU here?"
"Me? Oh, I live in you now. I'm that part of you that says, 'hey there stranger! what are you going to do now?'"
"Oh. I see ... So, you tell me what to do?"
"Not quite. But, almost."
"I still don't get it."
"You don't have to, dear. I'm just here for you while you're here for me. Understand now?"
"I .. I think so."
"Good. Now, it's late and you should get some sleep, okay?"
"Okay. Goodnight."
"Goodnight."
Strange, no? I do that almost every night now .. I'm starting to get on my nerves. x3
~* Brii brii *~
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