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Mood: emo Anguishing
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Watching: Teh Evil Smiles
Listening to: My Imeem playlist

******** you all. I'm weary of everyone's s**t. All any of you people ever do is put me down, all you ever do is ******** ignore me. I stand around and try to fit in, but all any of you people do is ignore me or pretend you can't hear me, even though I'm screaming inside. When you turn to talk to me, it's an incomplement or you want to ask an encyclopedic question. I give you all shoulders to cry on for drama I don't need or care about, yet the favor's never given in return. You tell me about the party you went to over the weekend with everyone else I know that I was never invited for, and judge me upon what you want to believe about be. As I said before, I'm ******** tired. Then I go home to nothing but constant put downs and all I can do is hide in my room and cry in a place in which I will never feel safe, excluded from all your ******** fun that I'm not allowed to join. The smallest things set me off, and I've attempted to actually break a bone. I cut, but what's the use if I don't feel it? I hate you, I hate me, I hate my ******** life, so if you don't want to be a real friend, then leave me the ******** alone. Toughs I'm talking about should know who you are. Leave me to die, you're not worthy of my friendship.