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Maybe He has a crush on my best friend...
or should i call her my enemy?
Should i let her go?
He's still mine...
I think im to pushy...
Too much begging?
Too much expecting?
Too Whineing...
Change..is a bad thing
it makes Boyfrinds and Girlfriend drift apart...
Is he Flirting...
Just that silent stare....
And those eyes....
Is he the one for me?
Is he leading me forth...?
deep in to his plot?
Or Pushing me away..?
Is he here for paybak?
Or is he here for Revenge?
Revenge....
It could be the worst of things....
Is he Picking on me?
Whore..b***h...3 Timing a*****e...
He just doubled it...
to make it sound worse...
It was only once...
my once and only once....
No more for me....
Just that is all...
Just loving him...
Makes me Pain...
Makes me Depressed....
Makes me Sad...
Makes me Pissed..
Makes me Happii
Makes me Proud...
Makes me
Love him Even more....
Everyday...
Everytime...
Our Faces met...
In these...
So called "Hallways"
Just about a Million thought go into my head....
Thoughts about how he Loved me and how i was treated...
How we always used to spend all the time in the world with each other...
And Cherish every single moment of it...
Just the two of us...
Alone...
On the Couch we used to talk....
And watch this so called "TV"
Laugh and Tickle.....
Happii Memories....
Long Lived Now Long Gone....
Soon to Shared with her....

He Holds a Grudge...
But as it all begins...
It All..
Has to END..

~*~ Sora~*~

~A Razor Against my wirst..May it bleed and tear out all Sins~*~