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Ducky9353
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Posted: Sat Sep 15, 2007 @ 11:11pm

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	Every note that you wrote I read. And now I know how you really feel but there's one thing I'm still not sure of you've never told me so I don't know you've never said if you love me. I've told you time and time again that I love you and I truly do love you more than anything in this world I would gladly give my life for you if I had to choose. You told me you would do the same and in every note you used words like, had and loved It seems like you did care and now you don't and since you've never spoke those three words I so desperately need to hear I'm so lost. Nothing is clear anymore, do you feel the same as me or do I just feel something that I could never get in return?

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Commented on: Sun Sep 16, 2007 @ 02:28am


	Katie, I'm so in love with you that I don't know how to express it. Words simply cannot express the feelings I have for you. I do love you, I really do. I've just been afraid to say it. But I'm not afraid anymore.

Commented on: Sun Sep 16, 2007 @ 11:46pm


	Kelly, I feel the same and I wish you would ave told me earlier. I thought you didn't care before and now that you've said it I feel so much better thank you.

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Commented on: Wed Sep 19, 2007 @ 02:29am


	I'm so sorry. I wanted to wait until I was sure that there was no shadows hanging over me, no regrets before I said it. Ya know? I'm sorry I didn't figure things out sooner. But I've squared everything off, and there's nothing holding me back now. I just want you to know that. I've always cared. Right from the beginning, but I just never realised it.

Commented on: Wed Sep 19, 2007 @ 01:47pm


	I guess there's really nothing to say to that only that I always will and always have loved you. The strange thing is that I love you more than most of the guys that I dated over the summer and I really did love them. But your different I don't know how or why I just know that I will never stop loving you.

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Commented on: Thu Sep 20, 2007 @ 03:52am


	I guess we just understand each other. Ya know? We just have that already present connection because we're so alike in many ways, and it wasn't hard to build on that. and it helped that we're both generally open-minded people. Because you're a really close friend and the girl who I love, I think our connection is just that much stronger. It's just a theory though. and we both know how whack my theories are at night.

Commented on: Sun Sep 23, 2007 @ 07:21pm


	no that actually makes sense. I'm glad that you can make theory's that make sense, I never make sense when it's something I don't understand.

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Commented on: Mon Sep 24, 2007 @ 04:42am


	Well I'm glad it makes sense.

Commented on: Mon Sep 24, 2007 @ 01:55pm


	Yep! So have you figured out the second part to what I'm waiting for yet?

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Commented on: Wed Sep 26, 2007 @ 02:55am


	I'm horrible about figuring stuff out on my own. Seriously. You gotta tell me these things otherwise I'll never figure em out. sneezes and hopes that I'm not quite so stuffy tomorrow

Commented on: Wed Sep 26, 2007 @ 03:00am


	I think I have and it still hasn't happened, it was one of the things that I would wait for you to figure out.

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Commented on: Wed Sep 26, 2007 @ 03:27am


	oh.

Commented on: Thu Sep 27, 2007 @ 01:45am


	Well I guess you might know, I know my want is kinda selfish but yeah sorry, I wanted you to kiss me, sorry I know it's a stupid want but yeah.

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Commented on: Thu Sep 27, 2007 @ 03:21am


	We'll get around to fixing that when I'm not so sick ok? But just so you know, I'm not so great at the whole kissing thing. sweatdrop It's not such a selfish want, believe me.

Commented on: Sat Sep 29, 2007 @ 06:27pm


	So I guess you weren't sick. Okay that's not true your really a great kisser.

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Commented on: Sun Sep 30, 2007 @ 12:56am


	I guess I wasn't as sick as I thought I was. Or maybe I just didn't care. I suppose I shouldnt' say horrible. More like inexperienced. Would you believe me if I told you that you are the first person I've kissed and not been completely out of it (like drunk or something)?

Commented on: Sun Sep 30, 2007 @ 03:05am


	Hm, sorry but your not the first just the first one that I kissed longer that two seconds before my dad walked in. But you really are a good kisser!

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Commented on: Sun Sep 30, 2007 @ 06:35pm


	I kinda figured that. But your dad walked in on you? Ouch. and thank you. smiles

Commented on: Sun Sep 30, 2007 @ 09:13pm


	Yeah he did it was at my mom's party it kinda sucked. oh well your welcome!

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Commented on: Sun Oct 07, 2007 @ 04:34pm


	I'm sorry but that's kinda funny.

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