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Dancing Christmas in the 13th Month!
...before I begin this angry rant, allow me to say congradulatations to Lee Ann and Josh. To Lee Lee for graduating from high school whee Go girl~! And to Josh for making Priest on RO. 3nodding Go and tank away~! 4laugh
...so now, my rant.
What is it with me and stalkers?
I take a few days off RO to have some quality time to myself and Joey and then BOOM...some jackass loser is on my case >_> crying Am I that irresistable I can't go one month without a stalker? xd (thats a joke if you didnt' know....)
Allow me to quote biggrin :
Darukov342: I would be careful of that Mrs.Melody there she betrayed KoA...she will do it to you
That was posted by a hungry loser on the tag board on VX's website :3 I think its silly~! They said I betrayed KoA...and I dont' even know what that is xd I think its a guild...I'ma ask Skilledy about it. 3nodding Hims ish teh smartness about thingies like that.
I just wonder...like...who would do this to me? sad I'm likable, I don't have any enemies on Ragnarok...er...well, apparelty someone wants to be my arch enemy sweatdrop ...but geez >_> if your gunna be my enemy don't be a b***h about it. Come to me, and say the stuff to me :3 I suppose their tactic is, as is was in the past, to hurt me by manipulating and lieing to the people who mean alot to me (The VX guild). I guess I hurt this person in some way or another so this is hwo they are exacting their revenge. It's sad, really sad I feel sorry for this pathetic person....yes, pathetic; because if they had any kinda bone in their body they'd come to me about it. wink But its okie sir or madam stalker, Courtney still loves you heart heart Come talk to her, heart she promises not to be upset. Let her fix whatever she did wrong so you can stop whining about it and get a real life and leave her to her own. 4laugh
Oh me oh my....D: maybe stalking me is their life!? ...Ooo...Yay! ^o^ Courtney is the fundemental of one ******** up persons daily life~! ...either that, or someone is bord. sweatdrop
I just think its weird I can aquire stalkers like this... gonk I'm like a stalker magnet! I mean...even if its the same person xd I attracted them because I'm yummy-yum-yum cool
....>_> god damn I'm bored.
Damn it...I know I know what KoA is....I just can't remmeber it. Its some guild. But what guild? KoA....KoA...think Courtney think gonk ....I need to find out who it is so I can talk to the guild leader. 3nodding Maybe in some past life 40 or so years ago I was in their guild and ate their babies or something O.o ....or maybe I'm being confused with another Melody ^^;;
...Oooo...shiz....maybe that is it xd
I met this dancer in Louyang named Melody too~and she said she always gets confused with this other person named Melody. O.o I knew I shoulda picked a more creative name >_> See...i try and make something common and cute and look where it gets me!
...but that doesn't make sense. O_o this person knows I'm married because they said "Mrs.". Either they know I am or they're very illterate in using like terms....Miss woulda been more appropriate.
:;sigh:: I'm sicka stalkers. I paid my dues to the people I hurt in the past...I never been in any "KoA" guild, so just...leave me alone. sad I don't mess with people like this, so why mess with me? What purpous does this fufull beside to satify your own sadistic needs? Why are you so damn bent on getting revenge on me? Get a life and leave me alone.....
sad
Jumi said this is what I get for being "nice" to people. He said I should just been a b***h to them because that would justify everything now. Did I tell you I spoke to 'em? For once, this was *before* any bad stuff happened sweatdrop I kinda am right now..::sigh:: clickin from there to here... sad
I dunno...see...now I'm all sad. I'm not depressed, just sad someone is being so childish >_> and no, I'm not saying this to hurt this anon's feelings. I'm saying this because its true.
...meh, so, anyway. I'm back on Ragnarok offically tonight. I dun want VX to believe those lies so I have to quit my rpg and go back to my RO addiction sad no more driving or having fun outside or nothing....
Oh yea...I'm making an RPG game. Its unitiled so far, but its a girl game. I'm sicka all boy games. 3nodding it rocks~ heart It's only continued in work 'cause my love is so supportive of the idea redface
Joey's been so friggin awesome...so great and nice and stuff. redface My first good relationship...ever. O.o Wow... xd its true too...I'm getting so attached to him which is so bad. x_x I got attached to Isaac and you see where that got me xp but Joey is diffrent :3 I mean...he worrys about me to much, but other than that he's ideal in every way. redface I'm like...happy. Forserious happy....and I only use "forserious" when I really mean it. And I mean this...lots. He's so protective and supportive and romantic and loving towards me. It's weird...I haven't felt like this in a very long time. It makes m all fuzzy inside...I'm askin my mom tonight to go hang with him in the summer. It's many, many, MANY states away...but like, during spring break she said she didn't care if I went just as long as I had a way to get there, a place to stay, etc. 3nodding And its not like with other people before, 3nodding I know Joey irl...like we met irl before anything else so its kewl 3nodding I'm afraid to ask and she says no >.> Then I'ma be upset 'cause then I'll need a plan to escape xd I'm gettin outta this house in the summer damn it!
Joey Joey Joey Joey~!!!! heart heart heart heart
4laugh I'm helpin him make an FS priest~! His priest and my dancer are gunna party so I can level up and be strong and we cna be together all teh time! whee
Oh..I brought my laptop to school today. 3nodding The crackhead from down the street came to our house to use our phone and my mom is real nice so she let her. :3 So the lady came in our house and was like "So, what time you get off work on Wednesday?" "When do you leave in the morning?" "Do you come home for lunch?" ...and for use to live in the projects, we have lots of nice stuff crackheads could sell for...crack. Her big scary boyfriend and this other crackhead we know are notorious for breakin into houses..... sweatdrop So till school is out my laptop is going everywhere with me :3 I was guna stay home today since its Joey's day off too.... ._. but he made me go to school because "The stuff is replaceable, your not. I don't know what I would do if anything happened to you Courtney."
... redface
Tee hee...~he's so teh bestest...I love Joey so much.... redface heart heart heart
I'm waiting for Onii-san's letter. domokun Onii's letter is yummy for my tummy 4laugh
....I miss Sann. sad Alot...::sigh:: Since I can't enjoy myself offline anymore, I'ma try to get back to him soonish. I...I wanna say I'm scared to. But I'm done being a punkass about things 3nodding For now on, if I want somethin I'm going directly to who has it and ask. No more childish Courtney whee Time to be big girl now~! 4laugh
xd My god I am such a friggin loser! You there, you, person reading my journal.... cool embrase my loserness. The journal entry title is my new face song from teh Einbroch update on Ragnarok cool Damn its hot~sizzle sizzle
I'm in class now :3 gotta pack up laptop so I can go back to my home school. wink Catch you laterz~!
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sad Nooj hurt my feelings....
See...
::sigh:: We were WOEing and he got really upset. I dunno why...but he pissed off our allies. And she started yelling and stuff in vent...
And...well...I dunno. I like to take care of my friends, and I concider Nooj a friend. Well...a close friend. He feels close to me, atleast....and so when he got mad I immediatly wanted to know what happened and what was going on and stuff...and he just like blew me off. sad and I really wanted to help and make stuff better...and so now my feelings are all hurt and stuff and my eyes are watery...I'm not crying, just my eyes are watery and my face is all reddenng. I feel bad, like I did something wrong and I don't know why I do....I mean...I dunno...I was trying to be a good friend ::sigh:: My feelings are all hurt now...
...ok...time lapse...WOE ended and at the end they kicked Pat from teh guild. Actually....he left on his own he said he was "causing to much trouble"
..so...i'm going now to cry...bye...
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