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Lip Gloss and Black
~ Atreyu

If I gave you pretty enough words.
Could you paint a picture of us that works.
An emphasis on function rather than design.
Aren't you tired cause I will carry you, on a broken back
And blown out knees, I have been where you are for a while..
Aren't you tired of being weak?
Such rage that you could scream. All the stars right out of the sky
And destroy the prettiest starry night. every evening that I die.
I am exhumed just a little less human and a lot more bitter and cold.
I am exhumed just a little less human and a lot more bitter and cold.
I am exhumed just a little less human and a lot more bitter and cold.
I am exhumed.. just a little less human....
a lot more bitter and cold... [repeating]
After all these images of pain, have cut right through you,
I will kiss every scar, and weep you are not alone...
Then I'll show you that place in my chest where my heart still tries to beat.
Aren't you tired of being weak?
Such rage that you could scream. All the stars right out of the sky
And destroy the prettiest starry night. every evening that I die
Live, love, burn, die!

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Well, I haven't quite lived, I know I've loved, I'm burning right now, maybe
soon I'll............... Nevermind. I'm just so sad. I changed, I'm a better person,
just really sad right now. I love her so much, and I'd do anything comforting
for her to be with her and hold her hand again. She got pissed at me today,
and it scared me. I don't want to lose her. Though, our tie is broken, my heart
is still bound to her, and I don't want her's to rip away. I love her so much.
There's nothing for me without her. Naturally, I'm a depressed person, but
with her, my depression was inconsistant and, in most cases, rare. Until the
end, but for reasons I've told. I was scared, and my worst fear has been
realized. I want to go back, back to when we'd hold eachother and smile, and
I never would want to leave that again. Ever. I just want our original pure love....