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X Eternity: Life of a Shinobi; Inside a Wolf Angel's Mind
Last Day
Well today is my last day of freedom before I have to go to.....summer school gonk crying Oh well...at least it will give my something to do. sweatdrop Right now I am pretty damn bored out of my mind. I would go somewhere but my car was taken from me for about 3 hours because my lil sister needs to do her drive time. It sucks....I can't understand why I can't just sit still and read and good book or watch a movie. I guess it might be because I miss my friends...and I am sick of doing the same old thing. *shrugs* I am also quite frustrated with myself because of my lack of insparation and desire to do things. I can't seem to sit and write (which I really love to do and need to add more to all my stories) and it is really pissing me off. No ideas will come to me...and it's frustrating. Also, I am thinking of really backing off on drawing...I just don't seem to enjoy it anymore because I look around me and when I think I have drawn something really cool...there is always somebody there who has surpassed me...always...and I may sound like I am pitying myself (and i think i am xp ) but this is a place for me to put my thoughts so ya... Anyway, all things just seem to suck right now I guess...it's normal though..hell, it's life. Things will get better again I'm sure. Life is a damn rollar coaster..just gotta keeping riding it neh? Well I think for now I will say JA NE!!
-Katsumi X






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Kitaki
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commentCommented on: Mon Jun 06, 2005 @ 05:51am
Hey, i have to know, WHO THE HELL DO YOU THINK HAS SURPASSED YOU?!!? i mean if they can beat your drawing (which i dont believe for a second) i want to see it so i can say "no they suck you rule"


commentCommented on: Tue Jun 07, 2005 @ 02:37am
SIS STOP SAYING YOU SUCK CAUSE GOD KNOWS YOU DON'T!!!! ::glares:: damn your thought on your drawings!! They don't suck, and they are just as good if not better than my own! I don't even know what you see in mine, they are sloppy! SO DON'T SAY YOU SUCK CAUSE YOU DON'T!!!! ::tackles:: YOU DON'T!!! YOU GOT THAT?!!! I won't draw for a while so you can draw and feel better. Happy?



KaiRay Hisakata
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Tai Naito
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commentCommented on: Sun Jun 12, 2005 @ 04:23am
cry Katsumi-chan *cuddles* you don't have to draw if you don't want to... because if we force you your piccies have no soul and they're not as good as when you want to draw them! But please see the good stuff in your own drawings! See what we all see!

Oh, and KaiRay, you shut up about your drawings! scream *gives you cookie*

And hey Katsumi, you'll be free again after another week! Gasp!


commentCommented on: Sun Jun 12, 2005 @ 06:54am
Tai....just no. ::eats her cookie::



KaiRay Hisakata
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KrimsonKohaku
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commentCommented on: Sun Jun 26, 2005 @ 07:03am
wells...i dont really know you all that well...but i have seen your artwork...and it is totally amazing
you are so good at it ...and i think that you could draw professionally
that i do
and about that whole...not being able to draw cause you think its worthless...because so many other people are better then you
i feel that way all the damn time stare
and i know it may sound stupid...but if you really love drawing
draw on your own schedual
draw when you feel like it
even if thats months from now
if you dont enjoy it ...its not worth it
okay 4laugh ...well i think i am done being a fortune cookie for today
but i really hopes to get to know ya better
you seem like such a nice person 3nodding
- kohi


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