I hate meeting new people
I hate seeing people
I hate being around people
I hate spending time with people
I hate talking to people
In fact, I just hate people
Is that wrong?
Is that all right?
Why am I the way I am?
How did I become so unsocial?
Why do I do what I do?
Why do I have more confidence to people on the world wide web than I do in my own fricken country?!
Why do I want to leave this country?
Is it the people?
Is it the culture?
Or is it just what I enjoy doing that makes me want to leave so much?
Will I get home sick?
Home is where the heart is?
So then my home will be were I am?
That’s good?
Will I come back?
I know the answer to that?
Then it’s a no?
Will they come to me?
Will I cry again?
Will I be happy?
Can I be successful?
Will I do what I want to do?
Can I be who I want to be?
I hate meeting new people
I hate seeing people
I hate being around people
I hate spending time with people
I hate talking to people
In fact, I just hate people
Its not wrong
Its alight
Its all your fault I'm like this
Over years of mental abuse
I do what I do because im me
Because I can be who I want people to see me as
I want to leave this country coz It has nothing to offer me
It’s the people
It’s the culture
Its coz I enjoy what I do best
I wont get home sick
Home is where the heart is
My home will be where ever I am
Its good
I wont come back
People may visit but it wont change a thing
I wont ever cry
I will be happy
I will be successful
I will do what I want to do
I WILL be who I want to be
People may annoy me but they wont stop me doing what I want to do
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