Seriously, I hate pain.
The scar on my chest is hurting so bad right now, it's never done this before. I dunno what's going on. Is it phantom pain? I remember when the thing in my chest where this was started pushing itself out. I was still going through Chemotherapy. God it hurt so bad, even to the touch. When they finally removed the stupid thing, the skin around it had already started to rip apart.
So why is it just now starting to ache on me, 10+ years after the fact? Another mystery I guess.
Maybe I just need to get some sleep?
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Will you revive from the chaos in my mind, where we still are bound together? Will you be there waiting by the gates of dawn, when I close my eyes forever?
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