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*sigh* I'm so bored. I don't want to go to bed, but my head is pounding, wanting to just hit the pillow and rest, but I don't want to go to bed...I don't think I could actually get to sleep even if I tried anyways...
yeah, its sinking in now. My mouse died yesturday, and I cried my heart out, right, I cried half the day away, but then, ya know, today when I woke up, I wasn't sad, I was rather happy. Well right now, I'm just sad...idk why it took so long to sink in, but well now the pain is here, slowly killing me...*sigh* this week just sucked...really, even before my mousy died, I was already bad, man life just sucks right now!
I'm losing it, whatever "it" is, I'm losing it. I go a bit more insane everyday...a bit more gloomy...just sad. But this has happened many times before, I'm sure in a few months it will go by, and everything will be fun and great, slowly falling into dispair again. Its like a cycle...everything these days seems to be a never-ending cycle...its so dull now...I wish there was something I could do to break this cycle, but I'm not that kind of person. I'm the type of person who can't do anything herself...my head hurts...
damn...I don't have any clean PJs, I'm wearing jeans right now, I really hate jeans, so uncomfy! but I guess I'll just sleep in them...oh theres NO way I can sleep in jeans! oh well, I'll figure somethin out...
wow this is turning out to be rather random, see I told you I'm bored, this just gives me something to do so I don't have to go to sleep...I usually look forward to bed, but when you go to bed, time flied, and then a new day comes without warning, I don't want to move onto a new day yet...I'm not ready for it! *sigh* tomorrow probably won't be any better than today...geez I'm so exaughsted(did I spell that right?)
Tsunami Bomb is a great band...just thought I'd say that. OOOOOHHH I need PJs! I HATE JEANS!
huh...what if I saw a face in my window, lolz, yeah I should go close the curtains before I get too freaked out to even just glance at it...well time to hide under a blanket...me no likey the window...
 THE GAlA BANNER2 · Mon Nov 12, 2007 @ 06:46am · 1 Comments |
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